In the end all you have is yourself. Starting to learn.
When you don’t say you love me.
When I feel like there is no time in the day to feel.
When friends leave the country and I’m left foreign again.
When I think Of how things used to be.
When I see marriage and offsprings of happiness.
When life has its way with me.
Falling in love
I wish I was pretty, and skinny. And attractive. and sober. and outgoing. and interesting. and beautiful. and talented. and not self conscious. and intellectual. and everything i’m not.